Getting pissed off at the simplest things possible, feeling upset a split second right after a hearty laugh over something silly... Why should anyone suffer from PMS? I have never been someone who hides her emotions well and never would want to be one. Yes, I may irritate, offend, upset (whatever you call it) people when my emotions show through but I personally believe in one thing, that is to be true to yourself. How true can you be to others when you are not even true to your own feelings? It frightens me at times, when I realised how hypocritical things, or perhaps, people may get in face of varying circumstances. How immensely complicating a person's mind can be to the extent that they get unpredictable, "un-decipher-able"... Their laughters, their so-called "I-support-you"s, their "lets-work-hard-together"s... How true are all these in reality?

I was vaguely reminded of this project that dear had worked on and subsequently told me thereafter. It was something about how everyone wears a mask. A mask that makes them well liked by others, a mask that makes them a "friend" of others. But what exactly are "friends"? Are friends people who stands by you no matter what happens? Or are friends just people whom you get to know more in-depth about? All those quotes about friendships... How applicable are they in reality? In his project, he did a skit. Everyone was wearing a mask that portrays a happy, friendly face. On the back of everyone however, it shows the true self of people. All the "good luck"s and "you can do it"s that was once proclaimed transformed into "hope you fail, bitch"s and "I hate you"s upon unmasking.

Everyone was saying that school days are the best days that one can ever have in their entire lifetime. It hence dawned upon me that all these hypocrisy and backstabbings are only the tip of the iceberg that I will be experiencing upon embarking onto the working life.

I hate the way people love to think of themselves as noble creatures who put others before themselves...Want to criticise? Why not you do it...