Like finally, the much dreaded A's are over... But somehow, I just basically dont sense that thrill and happiness that I thought I would feel. Instead, I felt lost without a goal in life, without something for me to work towards...


Just finshed reading vanessa's long long long posts. And many of what she'd blogged about the past few days, had in a way expressed things that I'd never told anyone about. People who know me well will know that I'm not exactly a person who will confide my feelings to others... I'm more of a listener rather than a speaker. More often than not, I tend to keep things to myself and to say the truth, sometimes it can really get so horrible that I can hardly breathe...


Some things had happened recently that had really got me confused. I need some clarifications. Dont make me do all the guesswork cuz like everyone else, I'm afraid of getting wrong ideas and end up feeling disappointed in the end... As you know, I'm not exactly good at picking up hints. I may look as if I dont care on the exterior but deep down inside, it may just be the opposite...