Baaa...yet another day has gone by with me not doing anything about my pile of undone tuitorials and assignment. It's not that I didn't want to do them but it's just that the mood is just NOT there. I sat at my table this afternoon, staring blankly at the horrible state of my table. I know that I should do something about the huge mess but somehow, I just cant get started. I dont know where to start from. I'm so dead exhausted mentally... and yes, I gave up. Arghx! I hate myself...hate myself for procrastinating, hate myself for not being motivated.... Geez! How I wish that there isn't any work for me. How I wish that holidays can really be hoildays and not hoildays packed with endless piles of homework. I hated school for this...