I'd spent the past 2 days stoning, slacking, rotting at home... Life really sucked when you dont have an aim in life... During the past one week, I just simply cannot wait for promos to be over. But now that it's finally over, I'm left with nothing for me to do. Yes, it had indeed seemed alot less stressful without promos but somehow, I just feel lost. Lost without something to keep me busy. I sort of have got accustomed to the busy and stressful life that I'd been living the past one week that now that it's finally over, I feel weird...boredd...lost. I'd yearned to go out, but...somehow I feel very lazy to go round bugging people to go out with me. Talked to some of my friends and asked them about what they've been up to since the end of promos. It seemed to me that they've been having a great time and living their life to the fullest with activiites lined up day after day. It was then when I started to feel...that I'm left all alone......

I dont know why the hell I'm blabbering stuffs like this for. Weird you might say...That doesnt sound like the huimin you guys know. I dont know why too.. Guessed someone will become different when they experience different things. shrugxx